this is me.

i'm going thru a phase where i'm trying to get myself right with GOD, and cleanse my life of a lot of toxicity that i have permitted myself to be, encounter, and endure. even if it means that for the rest of my life, all i will ever have is me & my son. i'm content with that. cause the love of GOD is incomparable. man is just too full of himself to realize it.
so yeah. thats that.

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this is me.

a five foot two
one hundred and twenty pound
brown-skinned beauty
my acrobatics with my pen
are merely a skill
and not a duty
every line that i write
is an emotion from within me
as i rid my life of negative vibes
and the toxicity that seems to cripple me

im a statue among others who are pretending to be hard
im in a battle with myself
and not afraid to show my scars
on a road to self-destruction
i've chosen to cease my own corruption
even if it means an earthly solitude
to rid myself of outside disruptions

a certified realist
i speak truths even tho they may hurt
im called pathetic for these actions
but im not easily hurt by words
cause oftentimes those who are falsely fulfilled
refuse to see the insecurity that surrounds them
as they constantly seek security
from ill-fitted beings that defoul them

eager to speak their minds
and more eager to close their ears
they ban themselves from hearing
and acknowledging facts
like its a phobia
like its a fear

at times i'm seemingly emotionless
cause most dont know i wear my heart on my sleeve
but in times as these
i'd rather go sleeveless
than be robbed by heart-stealing thieves

so as i change my life
and change my ways
i bare my soul for all to see
cause without a doubt
no matter who's around
i'll proudly proclaim that
this is me.

© 2009 by Andee.Blakk