**write**

i havent written in days. im not blocked, just busy.

life seems to do that to me at time.

work,
school,
motherhood.

its sometimes too much on my plate and if i were a camel, taking a breath would be the straw that breaks my back.

im tired. as much as i hate to admit, i often seem to have an S on my chest, but im weak.

so i havent written in days.

im not blocked, just busy.

chasing time & hoping i can catch it. hold it. keep it still for a milisecond. just for a chance to think.

*sigh*

i want to write. i want to transform my thoughts onto a page and let it be a clear tunnel into my soul. i want to express myself through similes and metaphors. i want to compare my life to nature. i want to write. i want to free myself. i just want to be myself.

honestly, i'm tired.

im only human, but often times, i wear so many hats that ppl become consumed by the fact that i can do everything. but i can only do some things.

til im too tired

to do nothing.

but write.