beauty.

i have a headache. so that means that something, somewhere is off balance with me. tell me something i dont know.
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they call me beautiful
fawning over the loveliness of my hair and eyes
not knowing the truest deception
lies with in their own minds
they merit external looks
with that they deem as perfection
but this is ultimately unwarranted
as i reject my own reflection

yes, i see beauty all around
in the trees, flowers, and sky
but unbeknownst to those that surround me
i can't see my beauty with my own eyes

all i see is a tattered being
with a tired and wretched soul
all i feel is a ghostly emptiness
begging to be made whole
all i know is that if i am beautiful
then perhaps, it is to no longer be admired
because the only beauty i used to know
has left me
and retired.

passion.

i write about sex sometimes.
it makes me feel naughty, but i do it anyway...cause deep down i really like it no matter how vulgar it makes me seem.
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my pussy is pulsating
because you have perpetuated a passion within me
that cannot be penetrated by any other
you have proclaimed a profound pact between your lips and mine

BOTH SETS

no regrets
no upsets
no backsteps
into a blundering bottomless pit of belligerent beasts that some would prefer to call: men

i was never the one for them

but you fill me with a perfect passion
if you requested a penny for my thoughts on you
i'd properly write you a blank check
so you could fill it in with: "everlasting"
these other women arent even a pint sized picture of a distraction
but if you ever have any doubts...
dont ask me
...just plainly ask them.

EVERYBODY KNOWS.

your touch fills all five of my senses
with a sensation i cant describe
and everytime i see, hear, touch, smell or taste you
i get a natural high that i cant deny

you have proven to be the one
your love heats me with a perfect fiery passion with the power of a thousand suns

im powerless under your prowess
and that is why:

my pussy is pulsating
i have to squeeze my legs together
just to keep my knees from shaking
i have to pinch myself a little
hoping things are really what they seem
cuz for the first time in my life
reality is better than my dreams.